wow! Just reviewed myself and realized that the last time I sat down to blog was in Dec 2011! My word, is this what Marriage does to people or is that just my excuse! I am feeling like a lost person lately, completely lost. I think I must have left myself at the door some years back and I am struggling to find myself again. In the process of all this, I find myself dreaming of when I was alone and free and willing myself to go back there. There is only one thing that brings me right back to my reality and that is my two wonderful kids who their father dotes on! Is this one of the reasons why countless women just remain in relationships for the sake of peace and their children? Why doesn't everyone just advocate for the so called "open relationship" where you can all be with people that make you happy and still have and maintain a relatively happy home? Is this fantasy or are their possibilities that it can be done? Am I really asking this question and will anyone ever give me a real answer? I don't know! What I know for sure is that I am going to work on getting Kavs back! not this humdrum woman I am these days and I have begun with getting me lots of exercise!!!! I still have some jeans from College and they are what I am aspiring to fit in again! See you all tomorrow!